kpj interview...

semlam aku pergi la kat hspital prdana kononnya nak cba open interview...

aku pom heret la 3 lagi rakan2 aku...

tapi sorang je brani...ad aku kisah janji aku nak try intervew...

dipendekkan crita aku pom isi la borang dia...aku tulis aku nak amk pharmacy...

n kawan aku amk nursing...kawan au la kna interview dlu...

aku pom tggu la kjap kat luar smbil du main jari2, mat liar tgo kwasan...

lpas kawan aku slesai aku trus je tya"eh, bi or bm" so kwan aku kata "gila kau kna speaking wei...tggang lnggang grammar bi aku"...apa lagi mggeletar la lutut aku aku igatkan interview kot bm...pastu nama aku kna pgil...aku pon masuk dgan pnuh kayuan..cewahhhh....dia pon sruh duduk aku pom ckap trima kasih..c2 ada 3 panel...2 laki n 1 pompuan...so bermula la pgembaraan yangpnuh mncemaskan ini..hihihihi...

panel 1:please introduce your self...

aku:bla..bla..bla..bla...dgan pnuh kyakinan....

panel 1:how about your sister and brother?

aku:bla...bla..bla..bla...bla...

panel 1:which course you take?

aku:pharmacy..

panel 1: why didn't you thick at pharmacy...

aku:ha?????(dgan pura2 terkjut and control ayu..hehehhehe)

panel 1: what you know about pharmacy?

aku:study about medicine and give medicine to patient...(hehehehe..pronounce medecine aku salah...

panel 2:medicine....(sbutan dgan btul...)

aku:ooo..medicine....(smbil tersnyum)

panel 1: thats all?

aku:hmmm..actualy i interested in xray...(kuang3..)

panel 1:why you choose pharmacy???

aku: bla..bla..bla...bla...

panel 1: you tak brapa mnat dgan pharmacy nanti result you down camne??

aku:bla..bla...bla...

panel 1:how about upu??

aku: bla..bla..bla..

panel 2: awak ni macam tak konfident jer..mana satu awak nak farmasi or xray???

aku:( dgan pnuh konfident...)xray..

panel 2: sure??

aku:xray..

panel 1: kitaorang ltak kat xray yerk...

aku:ok...

panel 1: BLA..BLA..BLA..BLA..BLA...(bual kosong dgan aku)

aku:bla..bla..bla..bla...(dlam bahasa melayu sbb dia tya bahasa mlayu etek..)

panel 2:....(bulat mata smbil tahan ketawa)

panel 3: laju awak jawab eh klu bhasa melayu...

panel 2: ni yang masalahnya..klu bi terketar2, tersgkut2...bm laju cam aeroplane pulak..

aku:..(senyum jer smbil jawab dlam hati bhasa ibunda kan)

panel 3: awak bleh keluar...

aku: trima kasih...(smbil berjlan kluar)..

selang berapa minit.......

panel 3 pom kuar....

panel 3: tahniah anda dtrima dlam course xray....bla..bla..bla...bla..

aku:trima kasih...n..bla..bla..bla..bla...

dia pom kas borang...kawan aku pom dpat dlam nursing....

p/s: kpada sape2 yang nak tmuduga jgan nervous k..buat relaks jer...pasni aku kna interview spa lak.. wish me good luck...interview kpj tak sama dgan spa...sp lbih mncabar lagi...lurve you.

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hmmm..result spm dalam 2 hari lagi...

ramai yang tanya aku camne rasanya tggu result...

alahai...mesti la berdebar....terpikir2 dalam otak samaada result cemerlang atau tak...sblum nie dalam 3 blan ni tak de pulak aku nak pikir camne la klu aku dapat result teruk...klu orang tya aku buat muka selambe je dan aku kata "ala buat steady jew... lagipon kita jawab pekso skadar kita mampu stelah berusaha... selebihnya tawakkal la...insyaalah boleh"amacam best best tak ayat aku..tu mulut cakap tap hati "berdebar siot..camne la klu result tak bagus??? mati la aku...lgpon masa exam aku bkannya bleh jawab pon.. alahai..camne ni??? dapat ke aku masuk u???warrghhhh!!!!runsing!!!runsing!!!"...hehehehe..bezakan kata hati dgan kata mulut...bagi aku klu dah result tak seberapa mmg la aku sedih tapi tak de la smpai rasa nak mati.. aku akan ambil sbagai pgajaran... tapi masalah skang mak ayah.jiran2, sedara mara...mereka suka mndesak dan bandingkan dgan bdak2 laen yg lbih cmerlang dari aku...dah tau aku ni bkannya bijak sgat.. suka la bawak cerita...tu yang jadi masalahnya... ada setengah orang tu lpas tahu je result aku kat dpan aku bagi kata nasihat supaya trus berusaha, buat sekadar termampu, jgan paksa diri laa.. tapi kat blakang duk mgata... apa ni???? aku tak suka laa... klu diorang paham perasaan aku dia takkan buat macam nie kat aku..aku macam rasa nak give up je dari trus blajar bersungguh..ye laa.. apa taknya...tak kira sbanyak mana pon usaha aku buat diorang dah tak pandang...tapi yang diorang pndangnya hanya result!!! camne la result spm nanti... aku masih igat lagi time aku pmr dulu... bayangkan start 7 pg lagi tepon dah berdering tya pasal result...logik la skit..mana la result tubek ag masa tuh...dah la result kna gantung.. nangis aku dlam bilik sorang2...ada tu sampai aku kna sindir..ada tu yang memahami aku.. terima kasih kepada yang memahami aku...aku mmg la akui sjak kecil lagi aku nie top student kat skol... tapi bla aku naik je skol menengah trus je prestasi aku drop... biasanya time nie plajar akan terjebak dgan cinta monyet la dan sbagainya..klu nak ikutkan sikap aku.. tak de la smpai terjbak dgab gejala tu..cinta monyet jauh sekali...tapi apa yang aku tahu jiwa aku mula memberontak dek desakan dan tekanan yang diberikan..apa taknya..bila balik kmpung trus je banding result dgan dia tu, dia nie..lagipon yang dia sebut tu bakan aku knal pon..aku tak tahu la betul ke tak aku buat nie..kadang2 aku mengomel sndiri dalam hati...rasa nak pecah je jiwa nie... jadi aku harap sgat la result aku cmerlang..amin...aku nak tutup mulut2 yang liar.. tapi bila aku pikir mampu kah aku trus menutup mulut mereka selama2nya???aku pasti tak akan dapat punya...alahai..sedih la hidup camnie...bila balik umah trus je kna suruh blajar..padahal kar hostel dah nak kata full masa blajar..so rasa la nak rehat kat umah tp last2 kna dpat ceramah free...katanya lepas spm boleh la tidur sepuas2nya..yup..mmg betul lpas spm boleh buat macam2...tapi i still need some rest...aku bukannya robot bleh study 24 jam...lagipom apa yang aku baca tak masuk kat kpala otak aku..smakin byak aku baca smakin tak tahu apa2...sepatah haram pon aku tak tahu...tu yang buat aku tension...hmmm.. tapi kan aku ni suka la pndam prasaan dlam hati..tak kira la prasaan marah, sedih,tension dan sbagainya... aku tak tahu camne nak luahkan...sbb sekiranya aku luah aku takut orang sekeliling aku akan sakit....jadi aku harap beban aku dapat berkurang...macam mana cara tu???nanti la aku pikirkan sndiri...hahhaha...tp apa yang aku tahu sekiranya result spm aku down hati aku akn hancur dan aku rasa seperti tewas dalam hidup aku sbagai seorang pelajar...aku rasa seperti tak leh pandang muka rakan2 yang berjaya...akn tmbul rasa marah,jealous,sedih,kecewa dan sbagainya...bukan kecewa dgan kjayaannya tapi dgan kegagalan aku...aku rasa cam tak leh nak wish congratulation kat kawan sndiri...berat hati rasanya..ye la duk wish kat org laen tp result sndiri????.......jadi aku harap sangat...result aku cemerlang...Ya Allah bantulah hambamu ini.. bagi lah kejayaan di dalam result spm..jangan Kau hancurkan hati ku...

Kau tnangkan hati ku...sesungguhnya hanya kpdMu tempat ntuk ku tenangkan hatiku... andainya tidak ditakdirkan kputusanku cmrlang Kau tbahkan hatiku ntuk aku mnghadapi hari strusnya..Kau jangan biarkan hati ku lemah dgan dugaan yang Kau berikan kpdku.. sesungguh aku tidak sanggup mghadapi kegagalan lagi stelah apa yang aku lalui... hatiku sangat pedih...begitulah juga dgan rakan2ku..jangan Kau biarkan mereka gagal..jgan Kau biarkan mereka sedih..bagi la kejayaan kpadaku dan rakan2ku...hanya padaMu tempat ku berserah dan memohon..semoga doaku diperkenankan olehNya...Amin....

me???and my classmate!!!

open your heart and find the happy exist..
don't be afraid of being alone because we're behind you..even if we go our seperate ways in the future..we have to always remember our memory together..we always do together are..
first,sit and say Assalamualaikum and read the 'doa' together..second,we were nervous when bi teacher is coming..third,always eating 'keropok lekor' at canteen school..fourth,no longer controlled by sport day..fifth,do on duty every morning with others..sixth,upset over a failed experiment..seventh,gather all my stuff and ger ready to go home..hahahha..is it true???
i think so..and many things again we done..
we look at the car mirror to make up when go to lab who thinks must look beautifull,cute, perfect,and a self pro-claimed expert,,however we didn't expert when the dicipline was looking us..hahhaha..i suddenly remember this situation..how do i describe this feeling...hahhaha..
when sitting in classroom my eyes glaze over waiting for teachers out and class to end.. i didnt get anything written on whiteboard especially addmath and chemistry..after experiment at lab i get an experience and understand a little bit what i learn...hahaha..but when teacher asking i feel mean,unreasonable,nervous and hard to talk to..i feel like want melt at the ground and dissapear on that moment..hahahha..that a little symphony a student like me feels..ahhahahaa...

tHe StOrY oF cUtEss fRoG...(nagging)..

princess:hey you!!stop playing around so late..try not skip the class so often..i dont want give more reason to our teacher about you..umderstand??
prince:yeah..(with smiling)
princess:why you are just smiling?? i know..you never listen to me just like a 10 years old child..
price:(only laughing)..
princess:why??(with angry)
prince:who are you calling a child to me??
princess: hahhaha...you don't know how it feels for me to say those things..
prince: and you dont know that i just that only want to have nice conversation with you..
princess:haaa??hhehhe...you know that all i say to you is my advise..thats all words to make you better.. but since you dont listen to me,its only sound like a nag to you..dont make me turn into a nag person..
prince:lets stop..theres not even enough time for you to nagging..
princess:this nagging is said from my heart not just randomly..i can't help you but keep nagging even you hate it..
prince:lets stop..all i hear is your nagging..when i cameback to class you always nagging,list my homework,check my book, lend the pencil and so on..
princess: i better than others people keep critics on your action..right??
prince: yup..hhhaha..:)
princess:are you done your homework? are you memorized the bi essay that will teacher ask?
prince:emmmmm...hehehehe...
princess: i just want to be your true friend..whenever you good or bad student but you is a kind person..i just want you change you attitude that you always do the crazy things..this is my feeling to you..
prince: if i could put you in my pocket..i will really like that and happy..
princess:hahhaha..this nagging is just about us..
prince:yeah..a nagging that will make anyone laugh if they hear..
princess:should i stop nagging??..
prince:emmm.. i think no..
princess:hahhaha..even if you glare at me and try to scare me your face is just cute to me..hahhaha..
prince:truely? are you going ti nagging me again?
princess:yup because i cant ignore you anymore and i really might get angry when others student ask me about you..
prince: oh my God...i have a mom at school...
princess: hey,a nagging that wouldnt be told i am you mother or if you thinks i am your enemy..deep inside my heart i always thinking and worried about you..
prince: you know..even when if you're angry,even if you yell at me..your nagging is just so sweet to me..
princess:hahhaha..a nagging that can only be told if we are truely bestfriend..but since you dont listen to me its only a nag at you..
prince:wokey..i will always hear your nagging..trust me..hahaha...and will become more closer..